- Greta Rudak
- Dec 31, 2023
- 3 min read
Ahhh it's already that time of the year?! Wow!
I do hope you had a peaceful, loving last few days. For me it was a bit different than usual as I fully took care of myself and my needs, did nap a lot - had a boundaries of how much alcohol I want to consume, that I need social media break, and overall I was really connected to my body this time, so I would say I had a nice Christmas (even tho my 4 year old did not took well the change in his routine, iykyk)...
But, let's sum up 2023!

2023 was a year of big events and overcoming anxiety, year of celebration and self - love. Year of challenging limited believes and changing negative thinking. Year of pain and learning to move my body again, year of finding true passion, Year of making changes and putting myself first, year of forgiving and accepting... Year of growing.
For me 2023 was the best year if it comes to mental health.
Year ago I went to therapy in person for the first time and it was the most healing thing. I was shaking, I was uncomfortable and wanted to run as fast as possible, but I've stayed with it, and I'm so much better. Now I know that in fact I can face difficulty things and how to cope with them, without breaking. (it's been like 6 months that I didn't had much need to go back for more sessions!)
I challanged my social anxiety by showing up for my passion hosting mindful creativity meetings and making my dreams come true by volunteering in my local community at the same time! Something I wanting to do for a long time, but was never brave enough to do it. Also launched few side projects like Little Mindful Box (creativity and mindfulness activities straight to your doorstep) www.littlemindfulbox.co.uk and "Your Little mindful Life" poem book (with your own space to write, draw and fully express yourself) which is now published with BookLeaf Publishing and available as ebook version or as physical copy from Amazon and Barnes & Nobble (links at the end if interested)

The most challenging thing this year was definitely accepting what is instead of wishing what could be, and start loving and moving my body again - in June I've completed 70% my online yoga teacher training with Yogamu school and stopped due to back pain (not caused by the training), which turns out being scoliosis - with having spine curved to the right I cannot do every yoga pose so I couldn't finish all of my course videos, and was not feeling comfortable to teach others as I fully need to understand my own body again. First I was in shock, then frustration came, then slow healing and then many months later acceptance and understanding that poses are actually only one out of 8 limbs of yoga, that there is so much more to explore and benefit from.
It doesn't mean I will never come back to more physical side of yoga but if I do I will make sure it will be with teacher that understands the challenges that comes with scoliosis.
This year I finally came to the acceptance with having many interest and learned how to bring them together into one to fully serve and help people to get more creativity and mindfulness in their every day life and that really brings me so much joy.
Reflecting back on 2023 now I can see how many things has happened and how much I stepped into my truest self, growing and healing every part - by simply giving my self time, and patience. I really believe that by following those little breadcrumbs of opportunities, conversations, situations and ideas, they will eventually lead me to something greater and I'm only step away to live it.
If it comes to golas and the things I want to achieve in 2024, well... I will see - this year I am going to take it easy and just do what I love to see when it may lead me.
How was your 2023? Take few minutes to fully appreciate those 12 months and see 1st of January as first blank page of your 365 pages to follow, make them an interesting read, not for others but yourself. Follow those breadcrumbs to your soul and rock it 🤘
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If you need some help with summing up this year and if you don't feel like setting any intentions or goals, that's OK too, there is any other day to do that - new year doesn't mean a thing for our brains or souls ❤️
Loads of hugs!
Greta
YOUR LITTLE MINDFUL LIFE TO BUY ON AMAZON:
https://www.amazon.co.uk/Your-Little-Mindful-Greta-Rudak/dp/9357619569/ref=mp_s_a_1_1?crid=2A0LQCDVA
Barnes & Noble:
https://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/book/1144452023?ean=9789357619561&fbclid=PAAabxgLufU79kk8n-GVl999ez
Or as digital version BookLeaf Publishing
*If you are interested in hand made copy from my studio, contact me.
🎊HAPPY NEW 2024!!!! 🎊