Saying good bye to march

March is always my favourite month of the year, first signs of spring, my birthday month - feels like a true beginning of new year, everything is waking up and the first warm beams of sunlight is giving us so much hope and joy.

I did feel that thus March wasn't like that at all, in England this month was cold, not many days of sun and just everything felt like January, heavy, dark and sad.

When usually i would feel when my birthday is coming up even without looking at the calendar, because of changing smell, and everything else that brings spring - this time 24th came and went away leaving me with this feeling of emptiness.

In one way it made me really sad but in other it gave me more opportunities to heal, slow down and listen to my self - protect my energy before busy, active season. I was extremely tired and just couldn't do things I usually like to do.

Yesterday we went out and it was so beautiful and warm in the forest, birds were signing - I could hear the sound of river and nature just doing its own thing, like it didn't stop and sleep for few months. For nature everything is just so simple, it is not waking up thinking how behind she is, how nothing was done while it was resting, she knows she needed it to be fully there for us in the warmer months.

We also saw one yellow butterfly - symbolising joy, happiness, prosperity. Few times eagle showed up too, the spirit, freedom and self expression in its pure form. That led me into believing that universe is showing me signs that it's time to slowly get into my power and step into spring season.

As wonderful it was yesterday I woke up to another creepy gray day, started with my menstrual cycle, another sign from the universe to get in, slow down and just be present, not rush anything like nature doesn't. Tomorrow I run welcoming the spring with watercolours in my community centre so i am hoping to plant a tiny seed of this season internally in us to see more hope and to know that good things are coming.

Anyway this post should remind you to accept what is coming, good days, bad day. All.

Be patient

Be present

Be yourself

Remember to take care of yourself always!